1.12.13

That's right baby, exam's over!
(So, all of us have been facing the ultimate level of stress for few weeks already. And exam was kind of at the "please let us pass" standard. None of us are confident with our paper. It's the first time I left so many blanks or I'm not even certain if I'm doing the right thing or not.)

Holidays are here and I've spent my first day of it sleeping.
Exam period makes us become like zombie.
I don't know how my colleagues from my previous job says that I should join cca.
I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE ALL THESE SHIT LOL

I guess this phase of my life is the hardest.
Frankly speaking, I salute to all the graduates.
It's only the first semester and I'm already drained out.
I really hope I'll get more comfortable next semester.
JUST LET ME PASS THIS SEMESTER.
PLEASE.
LOL

There's so many first time happening during this semester.
First time went in the exam hall with half amount of knowledge.
First time I sit through the whole exam.
(What I meant was, I used to sit for 1 hour when the paper is 2 hours long. I've never really sit through till the end.)
First time checking my papers for like more than ten times.
First time desperately asking for help from classmates/friends.
First time shameless asking for consultation.
First time feel like taking MC for a paper.
(FYI, MC in university = retake the whole module next semester. There's no such thing as MC paper.)
First time aiming so low for GPA.
First time hoping I will not fail anything.
First time giving up on myself at certain point of time.
First time broke down due to not doing well for quiz.
(Well, partly pms. But I really didn't do well for that paper LOL)
First time feel like dropping out cause I can't handle the amount of stress.
First time looking forward to holidays this badly.

But, I guess I still love going to school and attending lectures with friends.
Crack up lame jokes and laughed our ways through.
Letting other people judging how ridiculous we are.
Talking nonsense and strangers heard them and laughed.
Endless amount of "dropping your pens during lecture moments."
Endless amount of "let's go and put our bags in lecture hall and go have breakfast."
I do love school life.
Although the amount of stress we are all facing is pretty much scaring the whole shit out of me.
But I'm pretty sure I'll miss all these things we are facing right now after graduate (IF I'M ABLE TO LOL).

Anyway, can't wait to plan for timetable next semester!
Gonna be classmates with my girls!
Hehehehe.

Oh and we were pretty much shocked to know that someone we actually knows him dropped out from school. I mean, we were kidding about him dropping out after not seeing him around in school. But we were really shocked about it. We always hear stories about people's friend or whoever's classmate dropped out. But it was never someone we knew.

Anyway, tons of plans ongoing for this holiday!
Gonna be damn broke by the end of this month LOL
Hope everyone will enjoy their holiday!
HEHE
BYE

The Girl