Kind of broke down today.

Was talking about how stressed I've been feeling.

Talked to the girls in my class.

They were pretty much being there for me at that moment. 

I was pretty lost and thinking of quitting university.

Well, it's mainly because I think that I'm not doing very very well.

My goal is to be a lecturer.

But I'm at the stage where I don't even know if I'm even able to do well.

Yes, it might be because of culture shock.

But I just feel so depressed.

People around me are like happy-go-lucky and kind of carefree.

Yet, I'm sitting down there being depressed and stressed.

My classmates, most of them are like doing so well.

I guess I'm one of the bottom few?

Hearing news of people quitting school is pretty much depressing too.

The girls has been saying I'm already stronger than those already gave up.

Yes, I'm slightly stronger.

I didn't get into NTU easily.

I shan't give up this easily.

Please, be more positive.

Jia you.