3.1.13

Hi.
Today was kind of a "I-don't-know-how-to-describe" day.
It's filled with ups and downs.
Morning, I had a bad cramp and didn't get enough sleep.
Shouted and glared at my mum (totally guilty and she treat me damn nice even I'm this grumpy)
But it was a productive day for my group though.
Afternoon was kind of alright until I did something to this module board.
I got so panicked that I can't stop frowning and starting to get worried if Mr Tey will scold me for making such mistake.
I mean, I want to make sure everything is on the right track.
And I tried not to ask him cause I want to hide the fact that I almost screw the board up.
Then I was crying like mad the next moment.
(Perhaps my period is making my emotions to both extremes.)
Everyone in the room was trying to calm me down.
I really really appreciate this.
I mean, everyone is busy and starting to rush out the work ASAP.
There's report to submit next week, FYP exhibition for everyone.
So.. all of us don't know what to do.
And everyone was asking me to report to Mr Tey about this issue.
I wanted to text but I was so scared.
Then.. when Sharon was about to call him, he just appear out of no where.
I swear I don't even dare to face him directly.
Fucking guilty.
He kept telling me it's a small matter.
I was like.. "It is to you but not to me! It's the first time that I've encounter such issue."
(By the way, the problem was that the circuit board's pad dropped and there was no connection to the main switch. It was an expensive small board. $250 at least. I can't afford to make it spoil.)
Then he went to fix the problem.
It was really a small issue.

I know I'm damn panicky when it comes to fyp.
Mr Tey messaged me and ask if everything is okay.
Told him it's fine already and sorry about just now.
He was like, "Why sorry? Don't worry, I won't blame you. I'm around sure can solve :)"
LOL I swear he also think highly about himself.
But what's there not to think highly about himself when he's really damn smart.
I think I'm damn blessed to be in this group and people around me who calmed me down.

Well, that's the end of my day.
Didn't really had my lunch cause of my period.
Kind of giddy and tired from the crying session just now.

Bye, will update ASAP! (:

The Girl