Paranoid.

Everyone is telling me that I'll get in Examiner Review, I'm doing well and I've worked hard enough to get in.

But, I'm not wanting those praises or anything.

People whom actually believe I'll get in, thank you for believing in me.

I, myself don't even trust myself that I'll get in.

I want to get in.

But I don't know if I'm able to get in or not.

On the brighter side, Sharon got in!!!

So proud of this girl!!!

Glad that she's in my group.

So glad she's being this capable to doing her part this well.

So happy that she's always being so consistent of her work.

It's even more consistent than what I've been working on.

The reason why I think I'm not working very hard when people think I am is because..

I'm really quite slack about my software portion.

I just kind of work on research part more.

Whenever I'm stuck, I ask lecturers.

I'm not that capable actually..

I'm just, hard working.

I admit, I'm not super smart.

I just understand fast.

People just don't see how much hard work Sharon has put in.

But I do see.

So does Mr Tey.

Just hope I'll get the email soon.

Please.