26.1.13


I'm just so frustrated with myself right now.
Review was kind of not the way I've been expecting.
All three of them are software lecturers.
I was praying real hard about not having NBK to review my group.
What's worse?
NBK is really in my group's panel.
Two alpha lecturers and one embedded.
Two ridiculously strong software lecturer reviewing.
My part alone, took up half of the time of the whole review.
I still think it's really unfair that they skipped away Sharon's hardware part that quickly.
She could have talked more about the circuit and I believe she can do it.

I was expecting a fast review for my software portion after seeing Sharon's part was being skipped.
Nope, they just refuse to let me off this easily.
I was so scared that I've got no idea what I've said.
I've got no idea why I can't think properly.
Once I see NBK, my mind just went blank.
The easiest question, I can't even answer.
Kind of lucky about the fact that I was able to answer some in-dept questions.
I can't even remember what he asked.
I just, can't let this go.
Blaming myself for not preparing well.
I hope to get into Examiner Review.
At least let Mr Tey feel a little more proud of our group.
I don't want to disappoint anyone.
I don't want to disappoint myself.
Just, so frustrated with myself right now.


For those who don't know who is NBK that I'm referring to, he was the micromouse champion for 2011 All Japan Micromouse competition.

Yeap, He's the godlike level for programming.


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