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31.7.12
Sigh.
I never like this side of me.
Freaking out this easily sucks.
-_-
Ever since FYP started, I have been stressing myself really hard.
I don't think I should ever be this stressful when nothing much is going wrong.
Maybe I just don't want to disappoint lecturers and friends.
Yes, people will think "For fuck? you think you very capable meh? So capable that you will disappoint people around you? Bitch please."
It's their first FYP. I don't want them to think they are a failure.
Yes humans, I'm very depressing.
Negative,
Sucky,
Fucked up.
Yes I got into the other review.
But Mr Wong will be reviewing me.
I'm scared of him though he's nice.
But his questions can make me cry.
Weak? Yes.
Maybe I just need to be happier and more positive.
WHERE THE FUCK IS ALL MY POSITIVE CRAP
OH I RECEIVED THE EMAIL!!!!
HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
I WAS INSECURE AND HEHEHEHEHEHEHE HAI I'M HAPPY AGAIN
I shall go do some self-reflection.
Blogged @ 9:41 PM
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