10.6.12

hey HAHAHA

AH YOU THINK I NEVER READ YOUR BLOG AH HUH! LOL
k la I have to admit we drifted apart la.
cause was busy with studies, failed to hang out often.
Thanks for tolerate my horrible attitude at times.
(Bo bian, pampered at home. HAHAHAHA)
Hardly people can stand me when they are close to me.
Cause I'm always having two extreme mood/attitude.
People whom I'm not close with usually see me as bubbly, crappy and happy-go-lucky.
When people start to see the emotional side of me they will be like wtf cause they dont kind of expect this from me la.
I hardly will go and concern friends because I hardly have the chance to and often I just neglect people cause I'm always having this mindset of "aiya we won't drift away that easily one la hor". Cause I only had one real close friend which is Shuwei.
And Shuwei and I hardly text. We like talking face to face.
I don't like texting cause it's like.. I DONT KNOW IF THE TONE IS RIGHT.
So, my texts are always short or mainly HAHAHAHA LOLOLOLOL cause idk what to say.
I'm really a boring person if you notice.
I'm always following things which I think will never offend people.
(Trying too hard also la)
But frankly speaking, I'm not having the best quality for being a close friend.
Cause I really suck at it.
But!!! I'm still trying to keep some of them in my life.
Cause I failed to keep my secondary school friends close with me.
Poly friends are the ones I'm trying to keep in my life.
Which includes you!
It's kind of true I don't really lend people my phone as spare because I don't like to share such things.
So.. YOU'RE REALLY LUCKY THAT I'M WILLING TO LEND YOU MY PHONE'S BODY LOL
And you kind of make me want to get galaxy note.
LOL
Sadly, my laziness + financially kills my idea away. In terms of outing la, plans la and a lot more.
Though I suck at being a real good buddy, but I'll try hard.
Sometimes I feel damn horrible even being Shuwei's close friends.
I just suck at doing stuffs.
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So sorry for not being the best but I think I tried!!!
LOL
SOOOOOOOOOOO I SHALL BE NICER TO THOSE I WANNA KEEP IN LIFEEEEEEEEEE! ^_^

The Girl